If I were to write a post everytime I thought about writing one, I would have a highly active blog. As it is, I have done a poor job of keeping up with everything. The blame goes to my lack of discipline which does not reflect too highly on me. However, recently, I have been reading through the book The Call to Spiritual Reformation by D. A. Carson with other men in my church.  The book focuses on developing a successful prayer life by examining the prayers of Paul. Already, I have been rebuked and encouraged regarding my communion with God through prayer.

In the initial chapter of this book, Carson suggests journaling as a discipline to help build an effective prayer life. I remember back when I was blogging regularly that I profitted greatly from the meditation that came with writing posts. It helped me to think through much of what God was doing in my life and put thought into a solid form. The absract took on form, if you will. Although I doubt no one cares to know the details of the cares of my mind and heart, I hope to write here general thoughts and ideas that are currently shaping my life. Due to the extended absence of my presence here, I am banking on the fact the few, if any, will be reading anyway. However, for those who may accidently stumble back here, I would appreciate your encouragement and accountability.

As for now, I am learning more and more of my dependence on God. He continually moves me into the realm of uncertainty where I find Him to be all that I have. Even the physical things that I trust are benefits which He has given to me. Some days where I find that I am trusting God much. Then, other days I am anxious and sinfully independent. This I am learning and is increasing my prayer life. I would much rather be here, humanly vulnerable and divinely dependent, than the contrary. God is working this in me.

So it goes, once again I am back – hopefully to stay. And as usual…

this is “grace at work”

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